A Woodstock friend e-mails me about Levon Helm. “It’s a mafia over there,” he warns. “Nice people but very protective of him.”
A hippie mafia. I’m enthralled. “What else?” I write back.
“He can’t hold onto money,” my friend answers.
Helm, the former drummer for the Band and a Woodstock resident since 1968, when the Band’s Music From Big Pink put the town on the map, is on the verge of a major moment. At the end of this month, he releases Dirt Farmer, his first solo album in 25 years and his comeback from throat cancer, with which he was diagnosed in 1998.
Actually, Dirt Farmer is a comeback from much more. In 1991, his Woodstock home, built post-and-beam style without nails, went up in flames. Helm rebuilt it with the same footprint, adding a few stone walls as fire barriers. In 1986, while on tour with the Band, singer and keyboardist Richard Manuel committed suicide in a motel room with Helm down the hall. And in 1999, Helm lost another close friend in the Band: bassist Rick Danko—who’d once sung, “Ain’t no reason to hang your head/I could wake up in the morning dead”—died in his sleep.
Dirt Farmer is a testament to perseverance. It’s an outgrowth of Helm’s Midnight Rambles—intimate biweekly jam sessions, held at his home-studio-barn with a rotating cast of simpatico young musicians, plus an occasional star like Elvis Costello, Gillian Welch, or Rickie Lee Jones. I’d attended a Ramble, and though I’d spent my entire adult life resenting the sixties for being so much less in retrospect than they supposedly were at the time, I left a convert. That night, as Helm grinned behind his drum kit during a version of the Band’s “Chest Fever,” everything that mattered about the decade seemed alive for the taking.
A couple of weeks later, following an afternoon Family Ramble at the barn, Helm agreed to his first in-person interview for Dirt Farmer. As the music wound down, he led me though a wide wooden door that connected the studio to a bright, rustic sitting room off his kitchen. He wore a spotless blue oxford shirt and twill pants, and sat down on a stool with his chocolate-brindle pit-bull mix, Muddy (as in Waters), lying on a towel at his feet. He was thoughtful, eloquent. It didn’t take me long to understand why Helm’s mafia is so protective. He’s excessively private, until he’s in front of you. Then he has no boundaries at all. He lifted his chin and showed me a neat square patch on his throat, with three tiny black holes in a line across it. It’s a radiation scar. “They make a mask for you, and there’s places for bolts in the back, and they bolt you to a table,” he said slowly. “They shoot the radiation beams through those three holes. This happens every day, five days a week. It only takes five minutes after you get on the table. It’s fairly quick. But I would have to be very careful and make sure my nose was blowed, and I could breathe real good. ’Cause you can almost panic in that kind of position, and there’s nothing you can do. You can’t get off that table.”
Helm’s cancer saga began when he lost his voice and couldn’t get it back. “The first doctor wanted to take the whole thing out and give me one of those Donald Duck voice boxes,” he said. It’s an intolerable thought; Helm’s graveled southern drawl is already in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. So he went to Dr. Dennis Kraus, the director of the Speech, Hearing and Rehabilitation Center at Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center. Kraus thought he could save not only Helm’s life but his voice too.
Singing, though, was iffier. Levon’s 36-year-old daughter, Amy Helm, now a singer with the gospel-roots band Ollabelle, moved from Manhattan back to Woodstock to drive him to his treatments. A year after his diagnosis, he was in remission and looked as though he would stay that way. Another year later, he spoke above a whisper for the first time. He put together a band called the Barn Burners, with Amy and an eightysomething blues singer named Little Sammy Davis on vocals. “After a couple of years, I would try and double Amy’s vocal or Little Sammy’s vocal, and sing some background parts,” Helm said. “And I sang in my head all the time. Someone told me that even though you’re not physically singing, just to do it inside your head affects those parts of you that do the singing. I kept doing that.”
As he relearned to sing, Helm had to also learn to be less self-critical. “I’ve always worried about singing in the middle of the note and trying to get it as pitch-perfect as possible. I can hear a lot better than I can sing, so it’s a hell of a challenge to get it to please my ear. I realized that there were a lot of nights when I’d been overly hard on myself.” He chuckled. “Now if I hit a bad note, I don’t fall out with myself a bit.”