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On the Cover of New York Magazine: Gabriel Mac on the Story of His Penis

Photo: Dan Winters

For New York Magazine’s December 20, 2021 - January 2, 2022 issue, writer Gabriel Mac takes readers on his phalloplasty journey – from the reactions of his friends when he discussed having the surgery, to the intimate details of his recovery. Mac writes that he knew he needed a penis to be himself, and finally having the procedure brought out intense emotion. “I could suddenly feel, in a way I could never have fathomed, that this was what being alive was,” he writes of the moment he woke up in a hospital bed following his surgery.

“I wrote this story partly because writing is how I process things - and there was a lot to process,” says Mac. “But I also wrote it to put something in the world that would reflect my experience, because no existing media does. When I called the other people mentioned in this story who’ve been through phalloplasty and told them the story was coming out next week, they all said some version of: Thank god.”

On the Cover: Gabriel Mac on the Story of His Penis